monolog 28

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when you feels too much and feels nothing 

at the same time

and you starts wishing for someone to just 

lift you up and take you by your hand

and take off

and run

run away from all of this madness

from all the shits you're facing

and makes you forget everything 

go for an adventure or even as simple as having a cup of coffee

and your mind starts to relax

your tight muscles starts to untangled

but then you realise that

none of the above is true

it is just another wishful thinking of yours

and all of the bad feelings come flooding in back again

making you drown in the sea of madness

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